Twitter

Well isn't Twitter just the most confusing thing that I have run into... I mean I decided that I would join up.. All good, Tayloranne decided she would as well. That's awesome too. I asked for her username, she asked for mine, I gave her mine, she responded with "find me" I am so lost with Twitter its not even funny.... I think I might have found her... But probably not... I don't think it will be worth it in the end..... Lol but I will continue with Twitter cause I have nothing better to do!

Peace.

Originality?

So the main purpose of this blog really is to just kind of talk about whatever I want and to get all of this stuff off of my chest, and whether I have addressed this earlier or not I don't know. But still this really helps, normally I tend to just talk to myself to try and sort these things out, but now I can just talk and I hope eventually I will help someone with their problems... But until that day, this is all about me... But that one girl, well she has all of these problems with boys, and apparently with her life. So I recommended that she do what I'm doing, and she said she would. Well really she said, "NO" but then she went and did it anyway. I think that it is amazing that she I guess cares about what I have to say so much that she actually will do it... I mean I just want to try and help her, help her to feel better, and whether that is just being there for her, or maybe actually getting to date her, I just want to be able to be there for her. And I think that with this, well its just awesome that I guess I mean a decent amount to her? I don't know, but it makes me feel like it. Disturbed tomorrow! Gonna be awesome.

Peace.

Change of the Generations

So if anyone hasn't noticed yet when our parents were kids, and now that we are kids there are huge differences. If not the biggest thing is technology, but also there is a change in how everyone acts. Like my step-dad who grew up in the Civil Rights period, like late 50s' or early 60s', well today he came into my room and told me we were going somewhere and to come on... Don't get me wrong, I don't mind going with him, but so we went out and did what we needed to do, but then when we came home he sent me out to Lowe's to get a screw and stuff for his toilet, well I got too small of a screw so I had to go back... Almost like I didn't have anything for me to do, or that I wanted to do. And granted that I wasn't really doing anything at the time... But still a 17 year old boy should have a little time to do stuff he wants while its his summer... Plus as I found out today, my school is starting at 9am next year! I get to sleep in more! Although it gets out at 4pm which means after track and XC it'll be like 6... but at least I'm only like 12 minutes from the school, and my dad will probably be home before me, so I'll have dinner waiting. And after I eat I'll probably do some stuff on my computer, and then I'll go watch some TV with my dad, and retreat to my man-cave at about 8pm in order to do whatever I have to do, and probably go to sleep at like midnight or maybe a little later. Oh yah but I need to drop AP Government, cause that is so not going to happen.

Peace.

Four Pennies, A Nickle, And A Quarter.

34 cents...

So at my house I have a good sized room, which used to actually be hot pink, but I painted it and now it is a blue. And the best part about my room is that connected to it is my very own........ pause for effect................... MAN-CAVE  It's freaking amazing. I have a man-cave. Sleep seems inviting.... But I am gonna blog some more... I guess by all technicality it is the 2nd of August.... God my summer is slipping away from me! It sucks... So if anyone else has noticed a lot of teenagers now a days have resorted to drinking... I believe this is stupid, we did have someone near the end of the school year, start smoking spice at school, then his chest started hurting and he freaked out and ran to the office... Brilliant right? Back to the drinking... I don't drink, or do drugs, as its just not smart, and my parents raised me better. Have I done stuff I wish I didn't do, yes I have, but my way of dealing with it is just not thinking about it, and that doesn't mean I've done drugs, as I haven't. I've met a lot of good friends throughout my life, and I've met people that I wish I could never see again... But sometimes you just have to do what is expected in order to get through, eventually you will be "free".  Oh just so I don't forget, I want to learn Japanese! And my older brother, who is graduating from NC State in December as a Computer Science major is getting me the Rosetta Stone for it. Yay! XD Anyway, I am probably going to be heading off to sleep now.

Peace.

My Thoughts.

I am a very scientific person. I am a Catholic by name, but a scientist by heart. Do I believe in a God? Well that is a yes and no, I mean I do believe there is a higher power, something more than us Humans, whether it be a alien life form, or a celestial spirit, but until there is definite proof that a God exists than it will remain the same to me. I don't go to church, I don't pray, but I also don't care what other people believe, where it be in Allah or God, either way it is the same freaking person. But still what people use for moral support is their business. Because that is the only good thing religion has done, it slowed down technological progress in the Dark Ages, and it causes wars, like the war for Israel, and the Crusades, either way religion seems to be more of a hamper than a help, but people need something to believe in. I also would like to explain my user name, BubbleBubble, well a bubble is free, just a expression of complete happiness and freedom, and I want to be like that, I want to do what I feel like and be happy about it, it is also a great way to show imagination, so I believe it seems to represent just free expression and personality.

Peace.

The Irony of being Me.

So as I posted in one of my earlier posts, I'm going to see Disturbed, well so if you don't know who Disturbed is they are a Hard Rock group, well I also like Owl City, which is not so much... I'm kinda all over the music board, except country, the only country song that I can stand is Chicken Fried, that's it. Oh and I don't think that earlier I had said that I was going to be CO of my JROTC Unit Spring Semester. I watch football, and I would love to play it, until I got tackled..... I thought about being kicker, but they get hit too.... So I'll just watch. I plan on running track and cross country next year, as running is the only sport that I'm willing to accept because you don't get contact with others in that. Lol. Im starting to get hungry again... lol I have the metabolism of I don't know what, but I could eat constantly and not gain weight, so I win right? Lol. After this post Ima go get more spaghetti. I also think that shorting words when you text, except for like "u" is kinda retarded. Plus I seem to think that the whole labeling stuff is dumb, like calling people gay, retarded, I know I do it... But I will stop, eventually. I mean aren't all people really just alike in different skins? Well the belly commands me.

Peace.

A little more about me.

I am a nerd, straight up a nerd, I play computer a lot, I am very smart, and I love to read. But I also like to play outside... I drive a 1966 Shelby Clone, such a great car, and a 1995 BMW. So a nerd driving muscle car, lol. I also seem to listen to G105, and want to end up going in the Navy after college, while majoring as a Computer Scientist, yah there is the nerd again. To entertain myself earlier I was playing with 4 pennies, a nickle, and a quarter, and I still have them in front of me. So for TV I watch, America's Got Talent, Bones, Breaking In, Community, all of the Stargates; which were canceled, not cool; Alphas, Chuck, Modern Family, Traffic Light, and Misfits, all of which can be found on TV, except Misfits which is exclusively on Hulu, so that will the be the only show I explain. So Misfits is about 5 well misfits that are doing community service together when a weird storm comes and gives them, and a lot of other people in England, which I am assuming because they call the trunk the boot, and have the wheels on the left, super powers. You have Curtis, a used to be famous track runner who got busted with drugs, who can turn back time, Simon, a kid who tried to burn down a house, then peed through the mail slot to put out the fire because he saw a cat, who can turn invisible, Nathan, a kid who got busted stealing Pick N' Mix, who is immortal and can see the dead, Alisha, who well I actually don't know, who makes people want to fuck her when she touches them, and Kelly, yah I don't know her story either, who can read minds. They have managed to kill 2 probation workers and get away with it. Its only about 8 episodes in, so we will see how it continuous, the episodes come on Hulu every Tuesday, you should watch. And that concludes the TV segment.. For games I play Crysis 2, a very very very very very good game on the Xbox 360, and League of Legends on the computer. If you know anything about LoL I play Wukong the Monkey King, the newest champion to be released as of currently, and I love playing him. I used to play Udyr the Animal Spirit earlier, then I got Wukong. Oh and Wendsday I am going to see Disturbed live in concert, it'll be fun!

Peace.

So there is this girl.....

Yah I know I had said this was supposed to be about life, and how I view it, and it still kinda it, but GTFOI, its my blog.
BTW GTFOI stands for (Get The Fuck Over It) and I am 99% I came up with it.

So as my previous entry said there is this one exception this one girl that I would date, and that is it. I have liked her for a while, and I have known her for 2 years. She is crazy, and just all out amazing. She has such a unique personality, and that makes her stand out so well, although she never seems to pick the right guys. She deserves so much more than she ever gets.. She has this way of just making everyone laugh, and she is so very pretty. One of the prettier girls that I know. She is just full of so much energy all the time. She runs a lot, and I wish I did as well, I'm working on that now, but she is just amazing. So fun, so crazy, so weird. She just seems to make my day whenever I talk to her, even though sometimes it is kinda hard to keep talking to her as she does have her own boyfriend, who is one of my friends, but is such a dick as a person... I know that if she reads this she should know almost instantly that this is about her, and she probably will end up reading this.. And I know she knows I like her, or at least knows that I did, I don't know if she knows that I currently like her. It just seems like I am standing outside the window looking in, and I try to help, but it seems I'm just a little too shy to just try and step in... I'm not a very forward person, I am more forward than I used to be, but still I am not very forward... Which has led to me not having very many girlfriends, but then again, it seems to be after a while that there is just no real point in trying to get a girl that in the end could very well end up cheating on you and breaking your heart..... But this one girl just sticks out to me, and no matter what I seem to do I just cant seem to stop thinking about her... About how I think we would be great together... How I could actually treat her how she should be treated, not like everyone else treats her. And I just hope that if she does read this, it doesn't make things awkward between us, and I'd like to tell myself that I'm not self conscious, but we all are, we are all looking for some sort of peer approval, and that part of me is trying to tell me not to post this, but I want to. I want to be able to do what I want, and just blow off what people think, and for the most part I do, but if it is someone that I halfway care about, then it kind of hurts... I feel a lot like Simon from Mis Fits, a show on Hulu. He isn't a very trendy guy, he seems to stick to himself, but he wants to be included. Well when he gets his super power his is to turn invisible, which is a way for him to hide from the world and all the criticism... He and his 4 other friends joined by this bond of super powers. But the whole power is supposed to represent his want to hide, and I feel like that, I tend to be the person on the edge of the circle, the one who walks with his hands in his pockets silent as everyone else talks... Who really seems to give a damn if people hear what I listen to and it might very well be a little different, and now that I think about it it is stupid as hell.... But it's who I am...

Peace.

And now the purpose emerges.

So in high school you really seem to see a lot of relationships, and whether they be actually good for each other, or just a way to get laid, they still happen. It seems to be people don't really care about the person they are with, they say "I love you" but I mean I bet like 75% of people are just looking for a quick ticket into somebodies bed... And granted that is how this generation seems to be... But then you get the people who are with someone just because they look good, it doesn't really seem to matter that the person is a complete dick head, they even complain that they are an ass, or w/e, but they still stay with them. Right now I plan on staying out of a relationship my last year in high school, although there is just one exception, one girl that I would date, but whether or not that happens is all up to w/e happens, and either way I will be decently happy, happier with the girl I'd like to assume, but then again its perfectly fine being single too, so much more freedom. But it seems to me that people don't really care about the persons moral values, about how the person actually acts, and I think that is why the divorce rate is up about 1000% than it used to be... I think our generation will have like a 50% divorce rate or higher, which is insane when divorce used to be like 15% only 50 years or so ago... I think this whole trying to grow up to fast thing is just the main cause, which leads to the teenagers having sex, and I think it will lead to a deterioration of our countries values as a whole, but its not like there is much to do to stop it... It will happen.... Its just time to sit back and watch the madness yes?

Peace.

And I'm Back.

So back to the real purpose of this blog, to waste my damn time. No not really... To address what I believe is wrong with today and how people live..

Lol not.... I so would be playing League of Legends right now if i could...

So for all you people who don't know me, which should be everyone.... I am a nice guy, very smart, and very nerdy, note the I would rather be playing a game reference above. I will be a senior next year in high school, and I hope to go to Annapolis after I graduate, but we will see. I really kinda hate my high school, I mean its a good school, but its full of complete red necks... Its annoying because it seems a lot of people are just straight out incompetent... Kind of annoying...


Peace.

The Beginning

Well I started this blog to kinda talk about just what I feel like discussing... And because I have literally NOTHING else to do... My little sister fell on my computer and it broke yesterday, after I just got it back from not having it for like 3 weeks. So I'm on my moms little HP Mini, its nice, but cant play my game, so now I have nothing to do but watch stuff on YouTube, and that's boring as hell... Plus I just ate some spaghetti, it was good...
Ill probably end up just talking on this like all freaking night...
BTW there will probably be like no special stuff in this... Just don't feel like messing with it.

Peace.